Ascianna

my name is aja. i reblog / post things that i feel, love, things i can relate to & things my heart & mind says to. I love w/ my whole heart. If you become someone important to me, I will pretty much do anything for you.

“I think somewhere along the way, I gave up. I got tired of always trying to make everything between us okay because I wanted you in my life. Then I realized that you didn’t even care.

Maybe I realized it too late, but it still hurts. Maybe I was hoping that we’d find a way to change and turn it back to what it used to be. I have to draw the line because there comes a point where I just had enough and I’d love to give up; but I never did because I had hope that it would change.

Now, I think I have to make that decision because it’s not fair to the both of us - especially me. It pains me to say this, maybe because I still care, but I have to tell you goodbye.

I know what my problem is now. I can’t let people go. I put so much effort putting them in my life that I just hang onto them.

But people change and things aren’t what they used to be.

I just wanted to tell you that I’m happy you’ve stepped into my life, even for a short while. You’ve made me realize a lot of things about myself and the people around me. I’m going to miss you. Thanks.

So, for both our sakes, this is my goodbye. :’)”